i wish i could.....

i wishh,, i could turn back the time, 

coz im regret knowing you in my life, 

u destroy my life just like that,,

never think other feeling..

i noe u wanna protect ur self,,

but, if u used ur mind before talking anything,,

u wont said any worse thing..

i don now what happen with u, but im seriously cant understand,,

and i still cant believe that ur life showed ur attitude..

its was so bad..

im soorryy,,

im tired coz keep sympathy to other, protect other feeling,,

didnt touch any name in serious discussion,.

but u?? easily pickup other name without thinking twice coz u also involve in dat matter.,.

nobody care of my feeling,

so for what im care about ur/other feeling?? its too bad aite?

owhh..

im sorry again,,

coz i already tell the truth to that person about you,,

i noe she is your best frens,, but,, we also fren..

maybe u know her early/better than me,,

but that not the reason why u betray me!!!

you wanna said about 'kawan sejati'?? and y ad org ckp u 'musuh dlm selimut'

you know the answer i guess..

kalo lahhh ko phm kannn,, sbb ko ni sush sikit nk masuk pe org ckp..

i wanna share something to you about 'teman sejati'

if u is the true 'teman sejati' i dun think u can hurt her feeling with said something dat u you she will get hurt..

if u PASS that thing, then only u can act like u is 'teman sejati forever'

in other word,, u choose her than me,,?? aite?

then its okeyh.,, im never hope that we're frens,,

huhhh!! perangai mcm ape.. pelikk aq!!

to my buddy : i hope, if u read this, u wont tell anyone, coz i noe u noe who is it,,

and i really wish dat we can hangout together, just two of us, to share something good and worse together

coz i miss it so badly.. 

tq

ku menangis ;'((

kawannn.. 

kenapa kau maseh menangis??

kenapa kau x cube membahagiakan diri ko?

sesungguhnya hidup ibarat roda sygg,,

aku tidak menuduh kau dengn pe yg kau pernh lakukn,,

aq memahami kau sgt..

cubalah pandang aytku dr sudut positif..

kawann..

jgn lah kau bersedih lg,, 

sesungguhnya dengan name Allah aq menangis setiap kali

kau menangis,

aq menangis setiap kali membaca coretan mu..

walaupun kite bukn 'kawan' lagi,,

hnye disini aq dpt meluahkan..

kawannn,,

aq merayu pada kau,,

jgn lahh bersedihh lg,, 

usah risau pasal cinta,, kerana Dye ada selalu dengan kau..

jgn lahh bersedih dgn cinta yang sememangnya bukan milik kite..

dan kalo sebenarnya Dia milik kite.,, 

insyaalhh,, waktu dye pergi dan kembali,,

DIA akan kembali padamu..

kawaannn

aku menulis coretan ini dengan seikhlas hati aq,,

ingt x wktu kite bru2 kenal?

aku rapat ngn ko disebabkn aku selesa dengan kau,,

kau ibarat kakak ku,,

tp selepas kau bertemu sidia...

kite renggang... tiada masa lg untuk bergelak ketawa..

ku sanggup tinggalkn kekasihku asalkn dapt bersama gelak ketawa bersama mu..

tetapi,, kenangn hanya tinggal kenangn gara2 kesalahfahaman..

kawannn..

jikalau aku penyebab kedua kau bersedih..

aku memohon ampun yang tersangat2..

aku menyayangi kau sgt walaupun kite bru 2bulan kenal..

tolong lahh,, jgn lahh bersedih lg,,

aq merayu..

hubungi lahh aku jika kau memerlukan aku kawannn..

aku akn disisi kau seperti dahulu..

percayalahhhh  ;'((

ya allahhh..

makbulkn lahh segala doa ku untuknyaa...

dye seorg yg baik,,

bg laahh masa sebaiknya untuk mereka..

jangan lahh kau membiarkn Dye sedih..

sesungguhnya aq lg sedihh..

kerana aku adalah punce kesedihan itu..

aku berdosa padanya,,

aku xsanggup melihat dye menangiss..

walaupunn hari2 lalu penuh tragedi,,,

makian kau jgn dirisauu.. aku menangis dgn makian kau

bukan sebb ape,, tp aku rasa sgt bersalh sehingga kau melemparkan kata2 itu..

aku mohon maaf..

bialhh masa yang meredakannya..

biarpun 'status' fb mu mengatakan sush untuk mempercayai aku lg..

terpulangg lahhh,, memang kesilapan ku..

terima kasihh untuk hari2 bahagia yang pernah kita lalui..

suka && duka.. ku bahagia mempunyai teman seperti...

** airmata xhenti mengalir sepanjang menulis coretan ini ;'(

ini adalah coretan ikhlas dr hatiku

TAKE AWAY!!

GODDDDDDD...........!!!

I NEED U SO MUCHH,,

PLZZ,, TAKE AWAY MY MIND,, 

I DUN WANNA REMEMBER ANYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE..

ITS HURT MY FEELING SO MUCH..

WHEN SOMEONE TRYING TO PROTECT HER SELF WITH PICKUP OTHER NAME..

OMG!! ITS REALLY HURT WHEN IM TRYING TO MAKE U AS MY BESTFREN..

ITSS SOOO OVERR DEAR!!

I HATE YOU COZ U LIED ME!!

U SAID U WANNA HELP HER..

BUT AT LAST..

U DESTROY OUR RELATIONSHIPP..

GOD!! 

HELP ME,, BELIEVE ME,,,

IM NOT BETRAY ANYONE..

COZ I LOVE HER SO MUCH..

IM CRYING WHEN SHE CRYING,

IM HAPPY WHEN SHE HAPPY..

IM TRYING TO MAKE SHE HAPPY..

BUT.........................

EVERYTHING WAS GONE...

IM CRYINGG ALL THE TIME..

IM SO SADD..

I CANT BELIEVE THIS HAPPEN..

OMG,, TO FAST,, 

I CANT EXPLAIN ANYTHING COZ ITS TOO LATE ;((

IM ALREADY BLACKLIST FROM THEIR HEART,,

IM SORRY FREND..

BUT BELIVE ME..

WHAT U ALL THINK IS NOT REALLY HAPPEN..

IT JUST A TRAP..

IM SORRY AGAIN COZ I CANT BE YOUR HONEST FREN..

IM LIED NOT BECAUSE I WANT TO BACKSTAPPER YOU..

BUT I JUST WANNA FIND ANY SUITABLE TIME FOR US TO 

SETTLE IT DOWN..

IM REALLY SORRY ;'((

I CANT HOLD THIS ANYMORE GOD..

IM DOWN...

;'((

salam maal hijrahh

askummmmmm ;))

rase cm da bersawang lg bolg aq nihh..

lame gle x update story gara2 abah xmau byr bil broadbnd..

HAHA.. jahat!!

sorry bloggiee,, u miss me?? i miss u too.. :D

okeyh2,, back to topic...

just wanna wish you 'salam maal hijrah'..

many good and bad things happen in 2010.. 

im gonna miss u 2010..

past is past,, let it be.. 

jdkn pengajaran mane yg x elok tu, yg elok,, ulang lahh lg.. keyh..

hope>>>

** wanna be a very the success girl in my life

** wanna make all my dreams come true

** wanna be more matured then before

** changes from negative to positive

** wanna make new life, new feeling and new attitude

** wanna be with my lovely forever

pokoknyaaa.. nk ubahhh segalanya2 yg negative ke positive..

can i??? huhhhh,, hopefully ;))

pray for me keyh

i love youuuu

miss

 

weeee... miss this moment so badly....

cantek x sy pkai tudungg??

huhu (huduhhh!!)

xpe2.. HAHA..

tu je nk cakappppppp..

hehe ;))

sibling~~

 

enjoy look at all this photo..

just wanna share with u,..thatt

im very lucky cuss have them in my lifeee..

they lighten up my day...

i love all of them so badly..

xoxo**